Friday, December 16, 2011

The End of Another Term...

Technically I've still got to write two one page (500+ words) journal entries for my "History and Research Methods of Rhetoric and Composition" course, but other than that (which will only take a couple hours), I am DONE with my 2nd semester of graduate work. 

Strange...to not have "homework" for a whole month...other than memorizing/rehearsing my pieces for my grad school audition.

I am so blessed, because I know that I will be able to have several eyes on my monologues before going to U/RTA's.  I will have several people who know me and my work in very different capacities, and so their biases will be so different, that I really will have a lot to work with in terms of feedback as I shape and polish these.

I WANT TO GET INTO DEPAUL OR NYU.

Honestly, I want to get in somewhere, period.  I'm terrified that no one will want to offer a place to me.

It isn't unlikely, you know.  The possibility of failing to secure a Fall 2012 acceptance is actually just as possible, and more so than me actually getting in somewhere.

Oh wow....if I could get in to NYC, then Dave and I would be living in the city where I formed my Self...with all the amazing people who helped me to do so: Courtney, John, Clark, Katherine, Kevin, Evan, Mike, Omar, Alexis, Peter, Danielle, Amanda, Janis, Dave (Auster), Wendy & Jeff, KYLE & BCF, all the 101ers...the folks who did Five Seconds to Air with Evan and I....the Dows, Carmel/Donny & their kids....TIFFANY AND BRET...Chris, Andrew....oh man....the list goes on.   But Dave and I would be there, in that magical city....

OR

If we were in CHICAGO....THE "I will" city....with Dave's family, and our friends, and the amazing Steppenwolves who have come before (Colin, Jonny, Man, Christine, Leana, Brentan....et. al)....and the amazing potential of that town and its signature theatres--The Goodman, Steppenwolf, etc.--I would absoultely love to be in that space....

Welll.  That's where my mind is.   Now to go over to my mother's.  Be sure--I will tell her this.